Tide/tied

 It's been quite of a roller coaster of experiences...

Ups and downs, triumph and defeat

all at the same time.

It's like pulling a weight over the sticky mud

every step forward becomes a step back.

Now I feel empty, not broken but void.

What do we do when the things that we desired so fiercely

now they disgust us the most... 

Dejavu

It took me 10 minutes to resolve the question you had
and while I was sliding down the work and notes
I realized I was going through a dejavu,
I dreamed about the call
I dreamed about you before I met you, 10 years before I met you

I woke in a cold sweat back then
with my broken shoulder, and I sat in my bed,
it was pitch black and the cool air slides through the window
I spend the first minutes of my day trying to understand what it was
trying to pick up the pieces of a confusing dream.

I went by, and the dream would come back to me 3 times more that year
until it got lost in my memory, behind scars and stitches.

It took a third of my life to come back and bloom,
to show me that who I dreamed about the whole time
was always you ...

Icarus

I see you walk the earth
I long the sound of your high heels on the floor
holding my breath every time you walk by,
I see the blur you leave behind

I dare to stare those infinite hazel eyes
who hide and wander behind your delicate glasses
the ones that melt my will if I stay for long
I only stare when you look away

I try to get close, I wonder if I should
I try to wander by, to surrender my sacrifice to the oracle
I fear the flame but I'll die to touch the sun.

Saying "I like you" it's an understatement.
Because I've begged to God
to find one single thing that I wouldn't like in you 
but ever movement, every breath, every single little curl of hair
melts me down to my nerves...

And I would adore you from the distance to the eternity,
because I just don't know how to touch the sun ...

Shooting Star

Once in a lifetime you see someone
that you truly with you could find something you dislike
something out of place, something imperfect
that makes you uncomfortable...

Because is pure magic and perfection,
pure joy behind the tears,
not a freckle, not an eyelash out of place
pure perfection, but is not right...